Argh.

I hate my life at this point. It's worse than depressing and sad.. Nothing can describe how i feel now. It's a mixture of sian-ness, anger, afraid, depressing. Ya. all the sad moods all within me at the same time. How i wish i was someone else now.

And i can't have fever now. Not now!!

I'm just super moody now and i've like tried all sorts of ways to console myself like there's a class chalet tml or God will always help you or Friends are there to share your burden. But it just dosen't seem to work. ARGH!!

What did i do wrong?
Why are all my lights disappearing?
Is there nothing left that i can do?
Why is this happening to me?
So many questions,
yet nothing can answer them.
So much mistrust,
yet i ask myself if i'm trustworthy.
I'm sick and tired of this.