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If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If i'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could hold me now,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be there,
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to save my soul tonight,
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you will always be there,
To kiss my pain away...

Would you be there? for me...

in the same night, u turned my sorrows into joy. And made me look at the bright side of things. I will cry, but these tears will be the marks of a fighter, and that i will pick myself up the next time i fall. Thankyou.

Sometimes, life really isn't fair to you.

After getting back the results of my repapers, i've realised i'm seriously in deep shit. what i thought was easy turned out to be an S grade. No matter how much effot i put in, the result is just still the same - a pathetic S grade. If this continues, my motivation will sink faster than the titanic. I really want to see some results soon, and a whole lot of encouragement.

It's been like this every night for the past few days. Actually, it's been the same for the past few months. I don't know what you're thinking but it's making me feel emotionally unstable. I need a sign.

Sometimes, every cloud has a silver lining.

If i were a rich guy

I would stop owing people money. I would be able to buy my new contact lense, memory card for my phone, curtains, new pillows, star earrings, duplicate my house keys and the ___keys, and buy the lime green quilt cover i saw in ikea that i absolutely love. but that is if i had the money. Then i won't have to keep asking my dad for money.

anyway, i totally missed the little nyonya craze. so i'm watching it all online now. haha so late, i know. but it's really very exciting like they said. I'm still on the 5th episode. But the plot is really good. Ok back to studying econs.

2008 went by too fast. If i could turn back the clock for just a moment, i'd know which part i want to turn back to.

Although 2008 went by just like that, many many interesting and unforgettable stuff happened.

joined vj choir, which i'll never regret.
cried because i hated choir at one point.
cried again because i realised it's the people inside the choir that i love.
became part of 08A13 which rocks because of a few people.
experienced and hated PW.
i finally found the motivation to go to the gym.
went from 0 pull ups in june to 13 pullups now.
almost failed my promos (SSSD).
went to wales, grew alot there.
had the worst family quarrel in my life.
found a brother.
found someone to believe in.

but i'm glad that when that's all over, the best friends are still here with you. i'm glad i spent the new year with bestfriends that will stick with you for life.

Resolutions for 09?
go to the gym regularly
watch what i eat and enjoy it
save enough money to buy my wants
study study study
improve in my grades until 2009
get a silver for napfa
bond with my class more
celebrate all my friends' birthdays
hang out with choir people at the same time
balance sing, study and friends.

Christmas

This year's christmas seems to be lacking something. Or maybe too much of something else. Anyway, the best present i received was from my santa. A pair of really shiny earrings =) But other than that, caroling didn't seem as much fun as last year haha, but none the less, i still had fun =)

Time to get serious with my school work and gym routine now. 3 R papers and the perfect hotbod here i come! Consistency is the key. Gym once in every 2 days, starting from tomorrow! Study at least 5 hours a day starting from tomorrow too!

Pictures of caroling will be up soon =)

4 more days to Christmas. And i haven't bought all my presents yet! It sucks when you've run out of cash, esp on christmas. Argh i'll have to eat into my allowance yet again. I need to start writing cards!!

So little time left. R-papers!! No time to study for that. Argh i seriously need to touch on history and econs. 3 freaking Rpapers. Wtf. Ok i should stop complaining and just start doing my work. Maybe after caroling i should go back to my usual haunts during the Olevel period.

I'm quite satisfied with my new k850i! I think i'm gonna last quite a long time with it =) the next thing i need to buy is curtains. It sucks when every morning you are woken up by the bright sunlight. Or at night when your neighbour is peeking into your room. wtf, no privacy at all. Yep, maybe when i've saved abit i'll head down to ikea.

I'm starting to miss caroling already. i can't imagine myself surviving next year. With prelims and Alevels and SOV and SYF and Austria. It would take a whole lot of determination and perseverence man. I guess this is the breath before the deep plunge. My last hooray until 2010. Caroling this year seems to be much more intensive compared to last year. Yesterday was almost my peak. Which sucks cuz i was so tired yesterday and not focused at all.

Ok i better head to the gym now.