Yesterday's PE was super tiring. Especially the hold in push up position when the PE instructor doesn't know how to count properly. Bit pamela and renee are damn fit! Must be the kayak training haha. Now my muscles are like super sore..

This feeling of agony
Keeps surfacing when I see you.
This feeling of awkardness
is how I feel when you talk to me.
why can't things be like before?