Getting my priorities right

I think something's fucking wrong with me. I just can't get my priorities right. I'm already in so much shit right now nad yet i'm still not trying to study. What the hell, i'm still slacking off and playing computer games. What is wrong with me seriously?! My brain seriously needs some rewiring. I'm not in secondary school anymore. I'm not here in vj for a holiday or the prestige. I'm here to work my ass off and achieve good grades so that i can get into a university and continue working my ass off. Right now, i'm just running away from all my problems and focusing on what is not important. I seriously have to stop playing and start working. I guess the only time i work is during school hours? And i'm wayy behind in econs and history. I seriously don't know how to pick myself up and strive on. Sigh, why can't i be like renee the superwoman? I seriously envy you because you can finish all your work on time and still have time to revise and gym everyday and have some personal time to yourself. I envy you because you can survive on not playing the computer. I just seriously envy you.

Choir people, if you're reading this, please help me get out of this state so i can continue singing with you.

Oh and my senses tell me something big is gonna happen soon, and it's not good.