I hate studying. Period.

Seriously, get your fucking head in the game. Next week's your promos, and here i am procrastinating shit. Fuck there's not enough time, and it's because i have lousy time management. Bullshit. This is all bullshit. I HATE STUDYING I HATE STUDYING I HATE STUDYING. Someone kill me so i don't have to do it myself. I just want to have a study-free life. Is that all too much to ask? Study so much for what? Just to get that fucking A level cert, then what? Go to uni and STUDY again la. Fuck, if this is the life i'm gonna lead, then i'd rather die. or become a beggar. whatever. Seriously, i just don't see the point in working so hard anymore. In the end, i'm proving nothing. I'm not accomplishing any shit here by studying. I don't know how many times i've said this but i'm gonna say it again. I wish i had all the money in the world. Quote me. If i had all the money in the world i don't have to study anymore, (insert ramblings)... All work and no play makes philip wanna kill himself. Shit i hate my life. I just wanna drop out of this place i call "school" and start working or something. Afterall, vj is soo deciving. i seriously don't know why i came to this school. Fuck i don't know what i'm going to next year with Alevels and lots of choir. Don't be surprised if i commit suicide sometime next year.

Oh by the way, i stopped beliving anymore. I just realised that every sunday morning since the beginning of my life has been a big fat lie.

I'd rather do nothing and be happy than do something that I don't like.