Ok, i'm so stressed right now. There's no much homework and it just keeps coming. Fuck. Ok, this is the second or third time i'm using this word with so much hatred. Oh Lord, help me please.

I'm writing essay like i'm drinking water. One after another. Essays are a bitch. I'm still stuck with one lit and one history essay. Both of which i'm clueless on how to start. I think i cannot afford to pile up my homework.

The saddest part of a broken heart,
Isn't the end as much as the start.

I just felt a need to blog. Feeling kinda prosaic(learnt this word today). I've just made a snowball out of my homework and it's not getting smaller any time soon.

Today went by quite quick. I guess it's because i kept looking forward to the time when school ends and i can rush home to slack. Tomorrow ends earlier and there's more time to rest at home i guess. I'd better finish by shitload of homework.

Sigh, i feel totally burdened by unnecessary events and feelings. It's not going away i think and this feeling sucks. I want it to go away soon so that i can be my normal self again. I wanna just rest and leave everything in God's hands so that he can take this burden off my shoulders.

Meeting vanessa this sunday with the rest of the gang, really sad charlene cannot make it though. Sigh, i miss the old A13, not that i'm complaining about the new one, but i'm not really adaptive to changes. Yeah. The new A13 is truckloads of fun.

Note to self: Just breathe.

We're a big happy family.

You all know i can't do this without you guys,
and yet why does it all seem so stressful.
It's back to the drawing board again.
The ol' feeling's coming back.

Met MsSeah after a long long time.
Stayed over at bitsy's.
Slept at 5.30.
Wild.
Had so much fun.
Yup, that's all =D

Sigh, 3rd period pe. i forsee it's gonna be something i do not want but need. Then at the end of 2 years, it'll be something i do not need but want.

Ended up with food poisoning i think..kept going to toilet to do my business and it was ugly. It was like worldwar 3 in the toilet. And i think i feel a vomit coming up soon. Sick.

Had gohlayyan's first lecture today. She's mad, psychotic and totally melodramatic. I'm looking forward to her lectures =D

Sigh, i really miss sonya. Like terribly miss her a lot. Choir's not the same without you. Sigh. come back soon k?




Been looking at past photos..and wondering how come it turned out like this. Not that i'm not happy but it's just peculiar. It just goes to show that situations and relationships can change when you least expect it. I'm feeling nonchalant and overwhelmed. I'm not emo.










Reminiscing too much makes me wanna cry. I wouldn't have imagined it would turn out like this. I love you all.

Studied with pocks at bishan library today..It was quite productive i guess. Seeing a Hwa chong student studying next to me was quite pressurising..I guess that's how i get the motivation to study extra hard this afternoon. Kokthong joined us a little later. He was helping us with maths. Haha but half the time i think i was trying my best to finish my history essays. All i have left is 2 more major essays to write. I'm quite confident of tmr's maths test. I emphasise on the word quite. Anw, i always end us getting the same score..either boderline fail or boderline pass.

So this is the end of the march holidays. Did it even feel like a holiday? Nevermind that but i'm still feeling tired. It's like i haven't gotten enough rest. Sigh, like i said, i need one more day of the week. Call it the 'eighth day'.

Anw, i bumped into a really really old friend today. He was like my pri 1 best friend. And i was so shocked. How much we've changed over the years. I hope to see ya again so we can catch up.

Ok, so this wednesday is arts day and lessons are distupted, and friday's good friday. so i'll most probably be sleeping over on thursday! At aarons house! Yippee!

Ok, i've ran out of things to write about. Bye.

haha, today is a good day cuz i woke up at 10! Choir starts at 1230 today so i had a wonderful TGIF yesterday! *smiles widely

Anw, touchie has been upgraded. Now i have to buy the program thingie from the itunes store and i can have the whole map of singapore in the palm of my hand! How cool is that! And i can find any atms, fastfood eateries in just seconds! The wonders of technology! Haha! Oh, and the audiobook for great ex is really helpful! It greatly enhances the entertainment level of the book by like ten fold! Ok, i got nothing to say now! I guess i'm off to have a hearty brunch now! BYEBYE =)

Argh, my ipodtouch has such a pathetic memory space! I just bought it no longer than 4 months and it's memory is already at 70%..wait, what's 13GB in 16GB? Ok whatever, i have 3GB of space left! Thats around 3 more movies!! And plus i just downloaded an audiobook of the great expectations so i can hear it and not read it! But there's not enough freaking space to hold it! Ahhh! I guess i can delete old movies..Starting with the super boring movie- 30 days of night. Then maybe followed by the fantastic four 2..after i downloaded ironman!

Today is a friday, the last weekday of the holidays. Gosh, time flies when you're occupied, or maybe it's just that the time given is really too short. Monday and tuesday was gone to choir camp, then wednesday is rest and "study" day. Thursday had choir practise after which i "studied" again. I guess today's the peak of my studying curve. Like, my optimum point, My most productive day. You know why? Haha, cuz i went to my secret and expensive place to study today, with kenny. It's the place with the all seeing eye..always scrutinising you every move. Kenny had to sit behind the pillar to use my laptop to dota and apply for scholaships. I managed to do almost all my history today. Feels good to know that you have one less homework to care about. Then when i started on maths, i decided to do it on another day. It's damn scary can. I just consoled myself by skimming through everything and hoping that everything goes into my thick head. But i think my head was quite saturated by that time, cuz now, i don't even remember anything mathematical from this afternoon. Haha. but overall, i think it was quite productive. I'd give it a 6 out of 10. Thanks to kenny for accompanying me and cracking jokes about bitsy choosing a career path as a food taster or a bill collecter!

"I'm bryan and i love money! EHHH!! You give me already leh!!"

Haha, well, i guess i have bits of work here and there now..Uncompleted homework. I should spend the sunday clearing my debts. And it's back to school on monday. Going to school eh.

I'm off to thompson now to study. With Ms Joy and miss 'shhhh' and the old guy watching porno. Ohmy. those fun times.

Back frm choir camp..feeling very exhausted now even though it's been 24 hours after the camp. Must be the rain also..and the looming fact that there's choir again tomorrow at 9!!! So early. I'm pissed.

Anw, after that camp yesterday, i took a cab to melody's house for the class bbq. It was fun but because the best friend wasn't there and plus so many people didn't come, i was hesitant about going at first. Hm..but the noise we made was so loud people might think the entire class came.. Melody's siblings so funny and cute!! Haha! And she's so rich! (i have this weird theory that anyone who owns a nintendo wii is rich) So ya, played mahjong with hanwei eugene and yanghan..plus melody haha! she learnt mahjong that day. And hanwei was quite pro, i was actually scared of her! Haha but in the end i won by a few cents. Haha, and i beat pamela in kayaking on the nintendo wii! Haha, but luckily the game didn't rely much on strength of muscle if not pamela would've won haha.

Argh, & there's still so much work to be done. It ruins my holiday. I have to study out of the house if not i will play my computer. Too bad kenny's in army if not it would be like the good old O/A level days when we'd go to our previous haunts to study till late at night. Ahh..i miss those times.. Some choir people are studying tomorrow after choir. I hope i can be productive then..But for now, I'm not looking forward to choir so early in the morning. I woke up at like 1130 this morning. Argh..pls forgive me my fellow choir people, if you see me with a super black face tomorrow morning. Ok, i really should be going to sleep now. Thank god i'm taking the daddy express tomorrow. But waking up so early still pisses me off.

I love VJ
I love VJChoir

*does the silent scream

It's time to sort out my msn contacts..put them right where they belong..seniors, chior, class and people i truly dislike.

I dunno, i forsee that this holiday is going to be a decadent and very unproductive one. I can just feel the slackiness in my bones. Choir's gonna occupy most of the time..so that's a bummer, due to the fact that i plan to use this holiday catching up on my studies and it's really frustrating to attent practises and just sit there, seeing everyone singing so happily. It's like waving a lolly in front of a baby and not giving the lolly.

i'm really praying hard for the maths CT coming on the first day of 2nd term. Haha, i've just recently been reminded of how powerful prayer is. Just rest and He'll do the work for you!

I think i should delete this feeling of 'hatefullness' in my heart. The fats can get deleted as well. No, i think i should really learn from someone and start liking everyone around me and making their day happy. Either that or i just learn to conceal my feelings. Hmm..maybe the way to it is just to keep my mouth shut keep my inquisitive mind at bay. This way, i cant offend anybody right? So just don't stick out.

Anw, i seriously dont think i can complete great ex by the end of the holidays. It's so freaking long and very boring quite boring, to a certain extent. And there's homework to deal with, and the stupid bitch (who just came online) to deal with. That's pretty alot for a 16 year old to deal with. Ohwell, we all come out of it alive none the less. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

The JC Lightbulb Joke

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to
manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They'll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: They'll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They are Innovians. They'll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?
A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?
A: None. They think they are already very bright.

Found it off someone's blog..

Hah, this cough is getting better day by day. I really hope it goes away and never comes back! Anw, the chinese test today was super screwed up, bottomline, i hate chinese. Then there was the gp essay which i did not prepare for at all despite countless reminders from renee. And i rested in the CR during sea history today because i told myself it was in LT4 and i didn't want to get another fever and that this was the last lecture before the holidays.

Yup, so other than that, life's good besides my throat which hurts everytime i cough and swallow something.

I want my normal throat back so i can eat all the sinfully fried stuff. I bet the chicken rice auntie misses me! I want to drink the iced lemon and green apple juice, i want to savour the huge kitkat bars in the bookshop, i want to eat from the western stall again.. i want to drink cold drinks again! I'M SICK OF WARM WATER AND PORRIDGE!!! I'm just happy God is healing me =)

Why should caesar get to stomp around like a giant while the rest of us try not get smushed under his big feet? What's so great about caesar? Brutus is just as cute as caesar! K, Brutus is just as smart as caesar and people totally like brutus just as much as they like caesar! And when did it become okay for one person to be the boss of everybody? Huh, because that's not what rome is about! We should totally just stab caesar!

Heh, just some random musings from MeanGirls

Sometimes, I don't think we live in the same reality anymore.

Sigh, this sickness is really getting to me.. At night, the cough just goes endlessly..and when i wake up in the morning, i can't talk at all..In addition, i have the flu bug too. And this has been going for one week already. So much suffering..when will it stop?!?

So because of my sickness, i didn't go to school on thursday(NAPFA day). But being cooped up at home made me destress abit..I managed to complete most of my snowballed tutorials and essays and homework. So it's was quite a productive thursday.

Then on friday, I thought i was well enough to go to school again..But who knew, I fell sick on the second period of lit..So went to sleep in the CR for 3 whole hours. Oh, i ate the chicken porridge that day from the deserted wantan stall...It was quite nice!

So now, i'm at home while all the other choir members are at practise =( I WANT MY VOICE BACK!!