when will this coughing stop?? It's a terrible feeling when you're sick..

But like alena said this morning during the sharing, the sickness and illnesses that dwells in our body does not belong to us but Jesus himself since he chose to die on the cross to save us. I'm happy that He gave up his live for me, and that I can rest on His shoulder, knowing that he'll be doing the work for me.

Anw, this week's been horrible because of my cough and because of it, I can't sing during practises.. Damn.. Haha. Pray for me y'all!!

I feel like changing skin again.

This stupid sore throat is getting worse. Falsetto gone now. It's my first time experiencing no falsetto..feels like a part of my voice has vanished..and i can't reach any high notes now..and it's like my voice range has gone an octave lower.. haha strange.

When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

You know i miss you =)

Sigh, today's orientation 2 was kinda boring for me. Heck, i didn't even attend the orientation..so i just wandered around aimlessly for someone to accompany me. everyone was either busy with their cca or out of school already or ogls or have their own company already. So, it's was kinda pointless la..the whole of today.

Oh, except maybe the cycling that was in the evening. Yup. Me, may, rhoda, wanping, jiasheng, cedric and pockthong went to ecp to cycle! My butt was like a lump of clay after cycling for one hour plus. But the highlight of it has to be the bedok jetty. We cycled all the way there and that place was amazing. "This is probably the last time we get to experience such relaxation before school starts". That was what may said. Haha. The experience totally blew me off. The wind and water was super soothing and the "sound effects" are wayy too cool! The science people said it was the wind blowing against the surface of the water that made the super resonating sound. Haha, it was like mermaids singing or something. Very inspiring =)

Yup, and the sharing session with God's children this morning was very worthwhile. Thanks alena!

I got this stupid fever and sore throat illness that i received last night. It's so terrible. I want to get well now!!

The Night Has a Thousand Eyes

The night has a thousand eyes,
And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies
With the dying sun.

The mind has a thousand eyes,
And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies
When love is done.

-Francis William Bourdillon

It's a red day, the beginning of a new day.
When all hopes fade,
Tis the beginning of a red seed, of new birth.
But no you can't leave,
Not when i'm around.

Yay, managed to go for some FINE dinning with aaron and kenny yesterday at sakae restaurant in cineleisure. Not sakae sushi. Yup, it's really one of the most exquisite fine dinning experience i've ever encountered and i only paid 12 for it thanks to aaron's vouchers!

Lol, then we went to raiders to dota with BITSY and he certainly knows how to leap with potm =D Oh but the second game abit screwed with the stupid nerfs on luna and the effing gay invoker, so after the second game, we played mahjong abit and i won once, i'm over the moon =) Yup, then we went to have supper! Went home about 12.. haha i promised myself to wake up early today for church but counldn't keep it. I shouldn't make empty promises. Yup.

And aaron has anready earned his first thousand. way to go! Looking forward to more treats and discounts at high-end places! Like, he just sits in his office and enjoys free cabbing to work and lunch allowance money, all on top of his salary. Like, omg..he even has lots of free time to play his psp during office hours! I love his job! anyway, i realised that i miss them alot and i'm glad i met them.

I finally got my gc yesterday! Met jieshi at tcc! Wa..all the year 3s all so rich and free ah...got money to go tcc! I want to finish my alevels and go to army and start working!! Haha, and so i got my gc for like 65 dollars..after lotsa compliments and persuasion on jieshi to bring down the price another 5 dollars =)

Yup, so yesterday night was the highlight of the week! I hope this week's gonna be better. sonya's birthday this tuesday! and so is the release of the jae results. all the best to everyone!

Okay..i found out that i'm left with alot of work to catch up on. So, i shall end this post here and now.

Nope, no emo poems for today, even though i still dislike you.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.

Happy valentine's.

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone.

I should be doing my binomial tutorials but I really have no mood to do it now..sigh.

Vday is in a few days time and I havent really started preparing anything. But I definitely know who I wanna give presents to this year!

I don't even know why I'm writing in short sentences..

Don't be afraid girl,
you know you have nothing to lose.
so just go with the flow
And let your heart be your guide.

Today is a happy day, despite the nigtmare I had just yesterday night. Anyway,today's a happy day because i finally met pockthong after 7163819371years and also because I watched sweeney Todd with choir people at lido!

Sweeney Todd is a very very nice show, almost similar to les miserables. I bet people like kenny and rachel would like it!!

Oh, and I just started this save money regime where I'll try not to spend so much money during recess and try to save money by bringing my own water instead of buying the expensive canteen drinks.. So pls remind me of the importance of money if you see me squandering my money impulsively =)

Sigh, I love this feeling now, sitting on my bed and just thinking about stuff, with the night breeze softly blowing on my skin.. I guess you can call this my tranquility moment, a moment quite rare for me nowadays. It just lets me peace and time to think about everything. I love spending time with myself.

I guess time really does heal,
All the feelings I had for you.
Was it love or hate that I feel?
All I know is that i'll still be true.

This is a happy post.

this awful feeling,
it's coming back again.
just like that night,
that night of the silhouette lovers.

This feeling I forced off my chest,
now leaves me with something
ever so heavy

I cradled it in my hands
and my pocket full of scars,
is its home.

I thought,
once,
everything was gone,
and that it was the end,
but this stayed with me
it stayed with me

Hope stayed with me.

Isn't that what you're best at.
So just call away,
Just call away.

It's getting hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

Argh. Problems after conflicts after emotions.
It's all coming and it's just the beginning of the year.
A sudden outburst of uncontrolled emotions.
I just want to run away.

Sometimes, u just have to accept the fact that there are some things you just can't have.

Sigh, i hope i can remember this part of my life for just a while longer.



























But looking back, i miss aaronbryankenny the most.
This is the only photo i have of us.
I must've deleted the old photos by accident. =(