in the same night, u turned my sorrows into joy. And made me look at the bright side of things. I will cry, but these tears will be the marks of a fighter, and that i will pick myself up the next time i fall. Thankyou.

Sometimes, life really isn't fair to you.

After getting back the results of my repapers, i've realised i'm seriously in deep shit. what i thought was easy turned out to be an S grade. No matter how much effot i put in, the result is just still the same - a pathetic S grade. If this continues, my motivation will sink faster than the titanic. I really want to see some results soon, and a whole lot of encouragement.

It's been like this every night for the past few days. Actually, it's been the same for the past few months. I don't know what you're thinking but it's making me feel emotionally unstable. I need a sign.

Sometimes, every cloud has a silver lining.

If i were a rich guy

I would stop owing people money. I would be able to buy my new contact lense, memory card for my phone, curtains, new pillows, star earrings, duplicate my house keys and the ___keys, and buy the lime green quilt cover i saw in ikea that i absolutely love. but that is if i had the money. Then i won't have to keep asking my dad for money.

anyway, i totally missed the little nyonya craze. so i'm watching it all online now. haha so late, i know. but it's really very exciting like they said. I'm still on the 5th episode. But the plot is really good. Ok back to studying econs.

2008 went by too fast. If i could turn back the clock for just a moment, i'd know which part i want to turn back to.

Although 2008 went by just like that, many many interesting and unforgettable stuff happened.

joined vj choir, which i'll never regret.
cried because i hated choir at one point.
cried again because i realised it's the people inside the choir that i love.
became part of 08A13 which rocks because of a few people.
experienced and hated PW.
i finally found the motivation to go to the gym.
went from 0 pull ups in june to 13 pullups now.
almost failed my promos (SSSD).
went to wales, grew alot there.
had the worst family quarrel in my life.
found a brother.
found someone to believe in.

but i'm glad that when that's all over, the best friends are still here with you. i'm glad i spent the new year with bestfriends that will stick with you for life.

Resolutions for 09?
go to the gym regularly
watch what i eat and enjoy it
save enough money to buy my wants
study study study
improve in my grades until 2009
get a silver for napfa
bond with my class more
celebrate all my friends' birthdays
hang out with choir people at the same time
balance sing, study and friends.