Hahaa! English paper was what i expected =D

Hmms my revision on 2 sciences and 2 maths very messy.. History is dam fun. Mr krishnan and Ms thian gave clues and it's dam obvious wad's gonna come out for the test. Love the loads. Definitely gonna buy them presents for teachers' day. Btw, hu i'm buying presents for is for me to know and you to find out haha!!

Good Luck for the rests of the tests!!

God bless XD

Omg luh..

Tomorrow is my first paper. English. I dun think you need to study for english ba...

I'm so cornered. Still not in the exam mood yet.. at least i'm not mapling this CT week la. But i'm also not studying very much. I've gotten council off my back for this week. hopefully i guess. But choir is still so bothersome. I just don't see the point.

My onli outlet for destressing this week is i think blogging since i forbid myself to mapling. Friends also need to study so can't go cartel or coffee bean to study with them. So ya, i guess i'll be blogging quite frequently this week.

Hiaz.. today i ponned tuition and pang sei-ed daryl.. reli sorry but needed to attend to some stuff. and also revision.

Dam, i still dun get the ray diagrams thingie =/

finally i got my phone after 2 years of waiting.............

nokia 6111. dam nice and i'm happy with it =)

That's the onli thing that has brightened my life these few days. other than that, everything else is just troubles. i'm so tired of everything. especially studies, slb and choir. actually more tired of choir and slb la. sometimes i wonder why i even became affiliated to them..

What am i looking for next? everyday is just a mundane routine of studies and council and the very occasionally choral singing. the one thing i hate and used to love. same goes to slb. what am i doing all this for??? I have to really get back to my roots and search for the passion i once had..

I hate this competitive society....maybe i hate this competitive me...it caused a friend to turn into an enemy.

Up till thiss date, never have i been a full time student once...from sec 1 it's either choir or council. sec4 looks even slackier than sec 1 to 3. when u can just concentrate studying...how nice that would be....gosh. i can't wait for sec 4 to come and i can finally step down from all this chaos and Bfs

Common test is like the day after tomorrow and i'm prepared to fail.

Someone please pull me out from this mess.....

Haha. Sch has been so hectic lately.

There's the stupid school concert. Every year is at the esplanade one. dunno y tis year must hold at the old rundown Victoria Concert Hall. school no money la tts y. hiaz. so poor thing. the school standard has really dropped..i feel so ashamed performing in it.

and choir's also another stupid thing. IT is wasting my time. now got common test still wan like that. and everyone in it is PPMSing every practise. One word. choir is - Dumb.

Anw, for some less crisis-y things =)

There's a essay test coming up either tml or the day after, Geog test tml and a whole week of tests next week. great. But this time dunnoe why everybody like not panicky leh. mehby becuz its onli 15 % of overall. haha

okays. enuf typing and back to study leerrrrrss ><'

cyas all and all de bestz!!!!!

Hiz!!

Today's the 25th. 3 more days till i can get my new phone arghs!!! Can't wait for my nokia 6111. Although it came out in like last year end, it has all the functions i nid, camera, bluetooth, infrared, radio etc. but it dosent have voice recorder. hiaz. with it then would be perfect. oooohhhhh...can't wait...

Common test next week liao...everyone must study hard ah..okies, gtg go do my stupid physics worksheet. mr quay come back liao. so no more miss tay..dunno what her name is..so slack last time hiaz.. byez!

Just came back from Rayston's bbq function thingie. Quite shagged up abit but whatever.

It was quite fun la. Kenny and Bryan and Andrew and Xian Yong was there so it was quite a gossip session hahahaha! Had so much fun gossiping about hatsumomo and what she was doing wif her bf. Also talked about random stuff. Really fun. Bryan was also vv nice and kind =) Haha. hope to see you guys again. The food was great too. but i heard dam ex...

This morning had a bit of a fever but later in the afternoon it mysteriously disappeared. Dunno y oso. =)

Shit. I dun wan to go to school tis monday. something bad's going to happen.

AJChoir left for xiamen tis morning. couldn'y wake up to wish gw and zkai goodbye. Hope they can receive my well-wishes some how =]

On the way to keppel club for rayston's bbq, met the scouts also. dunno what they were doing carrying primitive jungle poles in the middle of the shopping district. You sure wouldn't catch me holding one of those things in town. haha. social suicide!

Common test coming lerr...time to get into stress mode. Put off other things and just concentrate on studies for 2 weeks...argh!! after CT must relax!!! shit i can't. i'm tied down with council T.T

okay i gtg sleep already. tml got church. I pon church for 3 weeks already. tml must go!!

cyaz whatever

Hi!! My life sucks!

yeps. Council is like so busy now and i'm too busy playing maple to care abt my studies. I've failed my test or prioritizing... I'm supposed to be emo now about my stressed up life but i'm not emo now.. dunno why oso...

Oh how i wished time could turn itself back to when i was sec 2. It was the best years of my secondary skool life. With choir being the biggest thing in my life. Now it just simply is like any other cca. pathetic. hiaz. how i wished the last batch was back here....

I also can't wait to get out of this school. I love this school but i hate some of the people that are in it. They are just ruining the school that Mrs goh, our ex-principle brought up. I also can't wait to get into JC where things are hectic, yes, but fun nevertheless with great friends around. It's so fun being a teenager. 3 more years and it's the end of my teenage years. boohoo =(

I hate chinese luhh.... Y mus we study chinese?!?!? It's so dam useless and hard to comprehend. Let alone say it. Learning it is social suicide!

Tml got this stupid seminar...sian la....wasting my saturdays....hiaz.

k lar. better not be late tml. cyaz!

met this girl today and she was nice =)

Today has been a surreal blur for me.

I've never felt this way in a very very long time. This morning was such a great blow to me. I never expected this to happen. Guess it was just a matter of time. Just that when it happened, i just couldn't control myself. I just totally lost myself. Tears started to well up. My head started to feel hot. At that instant i realised i was at my breaking point. Never did realise that i would be overcomed by all this. Wow...i guess this was the first time i cried in school. It was unexpected. How i wished at that moment to give everything all up. It was just too much, too big a blow for me to handle. I dunno how to fix this. I'm in such a mess. My emotional breakdown was unsightly.

But it just shows how much i love SC. I didn't know it meant so much to me to make me break down in tears. I love SC and everyone in it...

Ytd's CHMA was quite okay la, considering the fact that this is my first ever CHMA. A sec 1 was the overall champ for this year. Quite surprising reli. Hahax =P

Anw, went to watch recycle(gui wu) today with li yuan, tawan and andrew. It was vv nice and exciting. Although not vv scary, it was more of exhilirating than scary. I've seen scarier movies. But the plot was interesting, and the ending mysterious. It's those kinda movies that leave you hanging in the air, figuring your own ending. Haha. really enjoyed it. FYI, i screamed becuz for the fun of it, not becuz i was scared! Lol =]

SLB exco meeting in the morning, crappy. Saras was PPMS-ing again, as usual!

Yes!

Yesterday was Crescent Girls' investiture. Basically what happened is all on clement's blog. so shan't repeat again. Except i have to say i regret losing my specs. I was totally blind that day and i missed out on their performance item. Gosh! Clement said it was better if i was blind....It was a dance luh basically. So should be quite entertaining. But we were vv late so everybody was like looking at us, according to Clement. But as i was blind, i couldn't see a thing so i didn't care much. Altho i mus say, their investiture was quite plain luh. 45 mins onli. hahax. Had quite a fun time luh..First time actually ><''

Can we please forget about all the holiday homework???

Or even better, Dun have homework for the rest of my life. God, that would be nice =)

CHMA tis friday..gosh! so fast! Dunnoe what to wear....

Still can't find my specs...everything seems blury..hiaz

omg la.

can u believe it?!?!i lost my specs!! now i can't see a god damn thing. i have to like go 5cm away from it then i can see clearly. so ya i'm disabled. Dunno whether to go school tomorrow. hiaz. there's no official MC and i'm not even sure this is a valid excuse. I reli want to o becuz got meeting from HB tml and i just love doing SL things. but on the other hand, i dun feel like going cuz got choir so maybe i can use this as an excuse and oso got lessons which means handing up of homework T.T so ya, i'm in a delimma.

Well, excel fest was fun while it lasted. I like this combination of the bitches from each board working wif each other but i reli would like to try other combinations as IC next time round like me and adrian or terence or something..hahax XD

Maple updates:
New guild called aurorasoulz was created yesterday. its for cat high ppl onli. leader is eugene ke. so if u wan pls ask him if u can join. I'm lv 45. finally! i was stuck at 44 for like a week. so dam hard to train. everyone says archer is the hardest to train. maybe tts y i'm having such a hard tyme =P

Oh and one more impt thing, My stupid sister took back her glam phone from me =( now i got no phone to use so i have no choice but to use the uber old nokia 2100, the lao lao de. no colour somore. dam sad rite. i have to wait until 28 jl then can get my nokia 6100. so poor thing rite. pls pity me =P

Tonite's match is btween italy and francr. i'm so betting for france!!woots. if i win, my parents are gonna gif me like 50 dollars..more extra cash! w00ts!!!!!

gtg save the world now! haha!!

Today's assembly was a total crap.

The sky this morning just says it all. I was utterly shocked when Mr Lee just shouted at the whole school. OMG la. I reli hope no teachers are reading my blog if not i can just say all the things i want about mr lee. Hiaz.....Hope tml's assembly will be better =)

yes. abt teachers. Some teachers are so fun to hang out with and to talk to like Ms thian, Ms saras, Ms fernandez, and some others. There's also some teachers that are rude, inconsiderate and just backstabby. Of course i shan't say hu la. just to let you know that anything that spreads faster in the staff room other than test papers is gossip. so yes, teachers know everything about us. they are watching!!!

Excel fest is like tomorrow and i reli envy those that have a half day off. we'll be singing SALMO 150 tml for the minister of state when he comes. I reli hope my sore throat can like go off miracuously tml. then i can sing clearly. Salmo is veri energy draining so i'd better get a good nite's sleep tonite.

But before that, i would just like to say or write that i reli put aside my differences with other SC excos and that i'm willing to work with them and stick through thick and thin with them no matter what. Afterall, we are from one board and we should be one board.

EK:
You're reli reli funnie and easy to talk to and work with. I love every time we work together. But as i said, teamwork works. and it is easier to share the burdens =)

LY:
Hey. You are veri approachable so any problem i can just gif it to you. But 1 thing, you are not strict enuf. Pls can u at least scold someone. you'll lose your respect if u continue like that. other than that, you're the best! I think you care abt SC but just dunno how to show it.

JC:
There's just this very nice and friendly side of you that i like very much and you are also very hardworking i can see. I haven't worked with you in any specific project so i'm looking forward to future projects with you =)

CL:

I don't know what you reli think of me but i hope that we will work together more often. I think that you're reli capable and trustable. So ya, i'm looking foward to working with you. I don't dislike you if you happen to think that way. And btw, y u always look so serious during meetings =P

Okays =]

i'm not into my studying mode yet so i'm still like 100% SLB all the way!!

Yesterday went on an outing with the newtons and there was definitely not enuf girls....too bad lisa and suwi and thinn and yun sheng couldn't come. what a shame. we could have so much fun la. maybe it was because nobody actually planned where to go and all that but if was fun nevertheless. went to ochard then walked all the way to plaza sing. watched RV at cine and it was quite cool. altho we were like sitting in 2 diferent rows. gerald was being wacky as usual =] so funny!! justin was ever so playful, trying to pang seh the girls at first then us at heeren =] wells i left you guys whilst playing pool..so sorry =[

i just love my sister's new phone. the o so glamorous one. i forgot the model name heehee. so jealous of her feel like slapping her.. kekeke...

okays. the next exciting thing now is excel fest..harhar...we r so gonna be SBS.

and FYI, ekyc=total ohmy-ness =]]

Heys all ~~

1st week of school over and i haven't touch my books, as in literally.

homecoming was very tiring but fun nevertheless! My stall was selling bbq food and i guess it was a success. although i got an ear problem with all the shouting of victor yim and lotsa aches. my whole body is sore.

Tml is holiday cuz of youth day. Thank you for this holiday lord. Much-ly appreciated =D

Going out with fellow newtoners!! I'm so looking forard to that. meanewhile, i'm doing a proposal on the revamping on SL room. hahaz. not sure if my formats' correct.

FYI, all the $10 chma tix are sold out =( so i'm buying any $10 if anyone's selling. I'm also asking if the imedia needs help on that day so i can also include sec 2 councillors to go watch the concert =P

next pressing thing the the stupid excel festival. Dumb MOE. This time got choir so can't reli put in 100% into SLB. But nevertheless, i'm gonna perform another magic trick and push myself beyond my limits!

okies. i gtg shower and pig myself out.

takkaries =]