And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
Its you, its you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're ever word
You're everything
You're every song
And I sing along
'Cause you're my everything

LifeSucks

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Ya life sucks.

Getting my priorities right

I think something's fucking wrong with me. I just can't get my priorities right. I'm already in so much shit right now nad yet i'm still not trying to study. What the hell, i'm still slacking off and playing computer games. What is wrong with me seriously?! My brain seriously needs some rewiring. I'm not in secondary school anymore. I'm not here in vj for a holiday or the prestige. I'm here to work my ass off and achieve good grades so that i can get into a university and continue working my ass off. Right now, i'm just running away from all my problems and focusing on what is not important. I seriously have to stop playing and start working. I guess the only time i work is during school hours? And i'm wayy behind in econs and history. I seriously don't know how to pick myself up and strive on. Sigh, why can't i be like renee the superwoman? I seriously envy you because you can finish all your work on time and still have time to revise and gym everyday and have some personal time to yourself. I envy you because you can survive on not playing the computer. I just seriously envy you.

Choir people, if you're reading this, please help me get out of this state so i can continue singing with you.

Oh and my senses tell me something big is gonna happen soon, and it's not good.

Will you be there on the other side waiting for me?

When A takes the pill from B, A feels guilty and forgets about B after that. But when A takes the pill from C, A doesn't feel guilty after that and still has feelings for C. Does it mean A has a crush on C?

Need a whole lot of motivation to gym and start studying again.. My homework's in a mess and i barely spend 1hr in the gym today. Sigh.. Sad, sad.

Glimpse of heaven

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

To friends that last.

I hate the bus ride home from school everyday. Especially when the bus is exceptionally crowded and packed like sardines and on top of that being caught in a jam. Take today for instance, I had to pick a seat that was so squeezy and i had to squeeze my size 1245874934 ass into that puny minute seat. I was so pissed by the time the bus passed potong pasir because i swear i had blisters on my butt or something along that line. To make matters worse, i was so tired i kept nodding my head on the glass window. In the end i gave up and just rested my head against the wax stained window. And when it got close to braddell, there was a *toot* jam and i was so pissed. The songs on my ipod sucks also so i got more and more miserable listening to my ipod. It was one of the most frustrating bus rides in my life and i never want to go through that awful experience ever. The bus ride was 1.5 hours by the way.

Bloody @#$%^&* bus!